Thank you again, anita.

I think it’s because that I can’t see what the future unfolds, so I’ve chosen to stick to what’s already known, a kind of control obsession probably. Lately I’ve also tried to tell myself that maybe there’ll be someone more suitable for me, although it’s not easy to believe now.

Would you agree that even though he said we were friends, I don’t have to be nice to him based on that?

It’s intimidating to be myself again and put myself before him, but I hope to succeed at last.