Dear Anita,

I’ll try to stop looking at his phone.. actually i have progress for myself.. since i know that he chated with his colleague, i tried to not looking or spying on his phone (less then before)..

I hope after this case, i can stop doing that bad habbit.. i will try to trust him more..

After this, he will go to the office as usual.. actually first time when i heard that, i feel so mess.. i feel that darkness, jealousy come up again.. but i tried to still calm down and think.. “I hope he will keep distance from that woman, not really close to her and he always remember me as his wife & his promise too..”

Then for now.. i really try to think as good as i can..

Sometimes i still remember when he chat with her.. it’s feel so hurt.. why he give attention to that woman.. i still struggle to forget about it…