Thank you for replying!

I want to be with someone, and i guess i’m a big romantic… still i try to be realistic. I always feel like they aren’t a good match, we are not compatible… Most of the times i tend to find something that makes me feel and shows me that he’s not right for me, that he’s not that incredible guy who i will love very much, be vulnerable with and be myslef. I want partner that makes “sense”, that feels right which never happens. I guess i also have a hard time identify myslef with most of my friends (although i like them) and colleagues, and so that tends to happen with guys i meet (not that i really get to know a lot of them, don’t know how to approach someone i don’t know with that kid of intentions). I get very nervous when someone tries to flirt with me and tries to get intimate. I feel uncomfortable, i get worried if i look awkward, if i kiss bad, that he will think i’m not that great… I always escape those scenes. I guess i’m not the most confident person in that area at all and the fact that i haven’t had a relationship by the age of 22 makes me even more insecure and not good enough in life.