Thank you Anita.

You’re right, I should stick to that statement, and never forget it. I’m not sure if he is consciously punishing me or not when he is cold with me, but I happen to be around so I get his negativity. I don’t think of any reasons he could be angry with me, I was always happy to see him, easy-going, light and smiling, showering him with affection and attention. I don’t understand him, I wish he would speak to me with an open heart, just once.

God that hurts. I’m fighting hard to not contact him to check on him, tell him I’m sorry for hurting him, or even say a proper goodbye. I thought by texting we would be able to talk more but he just left the discussion as he would always do in person. I have so many things to tell him, but I can’t. Knowing him, I doubt he will ever speak to me again 🙁