Oh that’s probably correct. He knew he would get my love and attention anyway so he probably felt as if it was ok to give up on his efforts. Actually that reminds me something he said about his personnality at the beginning, don’t remember exactly how he put it but he was saying that he actually had a not so lovely temper and wasn’t always nice or something like that. And of course, I couldn’t believe a word of it considering how sweet he was at this time with me.

But does that mean that all the time he was being nice and attentive and affectionate he was faking it then?

I don’t know, I don’t understand how. I mean, I didn’t have any efforts to do to be nice and pleasant with him, because I was always so happy to be with him.

I’m not sure I actually know who he is … That’s confusing.