My life would change with or without him though. He keeps me happy and stable as for where I live is somewhere I’m very upset with. I also deal with a lot of my friend’s problems too which puts stuff on me as well. If I were to ever lose him, I would probably stop eating almost completely, I’d cry non-stop, etc. I probably would stop talking to people as well. He impacts me a lot even if it’s only virtually.

Also, no, I have not been diagnosed with OCD, I don’t go to a therapist or doctor. I don’t really tell my family anything. My current boyfriend has been the one that’s always there for me because I feel as though I can trust him the most.