Dear Lea:

I read your first paragraph yesterday and it wasn’t clear. Once again you wrote whatever came to your mind with no concern about being clear. That caused me to postpone replying to you until later. I am asking you again: please slow down when you type and before you submit, edit your post so to make your writing more clear. It will take some effort on your part, and I understand that you may not want to put in that effort.

What follows may be relevant t what you brought up in your first paragraph: a person can be self conscious/ not spontaneous at times and yet very spontaneous at other times, a person is not one way all the times or the other way all the time. I used to be very self conscious, very controlled but from time to time my spontaneity exploded, uncontrolled. What we push in, once in a while erupts to the surface.. before being pushed down again.

“I can’t stop having this constant thought about what is in his mind concerning me. Does he think about me? Did he move on? I try to find clues everywhere, over analyzing… How come I’m unable to move on.. I know I’m being irrational but I can’t fight those thoughts“- we talked about his Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, which he was diagnosed with. Do you think you have it in common with him, OCD, that is?

anita