Hi Anita,

I apologize for my delayed response. Those past few days I went through a very hard mental breakdown and I stayed away from all social medias until now. Yesterday I did the last thing I thought I had to do in order to break the circle I was into with him. I sent to him a long message. To sum it up I talked about my feelings for him since the beginning until today. How I lived the situation when he said the first time he decided to see me as a friend, the last time he stopped everything etc. I told him I missed him, I understood he needed time to rest and that we definitely didn’t meet each other at the best period. And despite the fact that I still strongly feel for him, he shouldn’t get me wrong, I wasn’t writing this message because I wanted to force him into a relationship with me. I wrote to him because I needed to spit out my thoughts in order to find my own inner peace. Finally I wrote that I knew he had move on a long time ago and that he will never feel the same way for me as I do for him, therefore I had to delete him from my social medias because I didn’t want to see him rejecting me once again (and because I freaked out to see his potential response).

According to my mother, I did the best thing, because if he really wants to talk to me he will find any way for it. I’m not sure if I did the correct thing by deleting and blocking him from the social medias, because I want to know his answers but on the other hand I’m really scared of it.