Dear Anita,

1. Yes, u’re alright.. he will know if i ask.. and i didn’t ask him though..

2. I’m so sorry that i make u remember about what’s you’ve struggle childhood..

How could i re-live and repair my childhood moment anita..? For now i still feel easy to feel sad, envy, jelous etc.. but my intention is not for hurting other people.. 😭 i just feel i haven’t met my original me yet..

And..

I wanna ask something that make me think a lot anita..

These days.. after our marriage, i don’t know exactly when.. but i look at my husband social media, and he following pretty acctress and sometimes liked their photos..

I feel really jealous anita.. i always hate when i looked him scrolling his social media. Look another girls, even thats an actress.. i really fell uncomfortable and i think that darkness came up again.

It’s  feels like.. really gloomy.. and i wanna ask him..” whats wrong with me? Why you do this? We’ve married and you have a wife. Why you still look at another girl..”

Am i wrong anita? Am i too jealous about this?