Thank you, Marie. Today has been another day of a lot of crying. I usually have a cool head when I’m not overwhelmed with emotions, but when I let my emotions control me, bad things always happen. Bad things that I end up regretting. I’d like to believe that I really did try my best at the given time and situation. The breakup didn’t happen cleanly when it could have, which I wish would have been different… but it has happened. And there’s not much else I can do to change that.

I also need to learn to be kinder and easier on myself.