Dear Anita,

Do you think there was no love that left in his heart for me today?

Was he act that he love me?

I think those thing still impossible for now..

I’m alone and there’s no one besides me except him..

And also social status that will judge me if we are deforce..

And the traumatic feeling.. i don’t know how to heal aftee seperated from him.. i think another man is also as bad as him..

I’m frustated now.. i can’t sleep.. even i sleep, those things still inside my brain and left pain in the middle of sleeping..

I wasn’t ready for this all…