Hi Anita,

I am not Okay with the relationship ,and this was also one of the reasons for me moving away as we worked in the same office.

He was very clear right from the start of the relationship that he would never leave his family and if he had to choose between me and his family he would always choose his family only.

I am always in guilt due to this relationship. There were many situations where in he always doubted me and has hurt me but I always end up going back to him.

Many occasions I have decided that I should tell it to him that I want to end it because at the end of the day I feel too exhausted with these thoughts of where have I gone wrong in this relationship or what did I do today that he has not spoken to me or has not texted me..as its a long distance one presently

Honestly I even don’t understand what this relationship gives me whether I feel wanted and loved to whom I mean the whole world or whether it is that me ,like I would not to be in a committed relationship.

Amrita