Hi Anita,

Yes,I never initiate calls or texts anything

only with the one thing in mind that

What if his wife sees it or what if any other

of his family member comes across it.

I feel what he means by trust here is that
if I feel and want to go into another relationship

I should tell him about it !!

I do suffer from general anxiety and have

extremely low self esteem .At times where I am

am in guilt I end up closing my self down

like avoid talking or replying his message

,this is when he feels that I am straying out

of the relationship and repeatedly asks me

if I am in a relationship with some one

else .
See I always felt him being devoted to his

family as even after being in a relationship

with me ,he went ahead along with his wife

planning a second pregnancy..

what do I like or love about him?is where i

really don’t understand because I never feel that intense longing for him but yes I am happy

when he is by my side and when he is not

judging me!!

Amrita