I don’t know if there is any OCD diagnosis for him in the past but for now, I guess the doctors didn’t said anything about that. I don’t really question him on diagnoses or medications. I feel like he don’t want to talk about them so much, so I just don’t ask very much. This can also be about my apathy as well. I don’t consider myself as that apathic but sometimes, I can be. I can behave like my mother. She used to/still gets away from the problems, she did that in the past. She stopped trying when she understood that somethings cannot be solved. So she ignored them to the point where she cannot take it anymore and then broke it off. Maybe I’m like that.
He uses SSRI, Efexor, Ritalin, Ativan though. I don’t intervene his medication use, I don’t want him to feel like a person who cannot be trusted to take his meds. Although, even if I did, I wouldn’t be someone more trustworthy than him. I’m a confused person generally, I would forget. Also, a friend of ours sent me a link to Borderline Personality Disorder and suggested that it looked like him. After reading the Wikipedia page, I had to agree with him. However, I read the page secretly, and didn’t mention my boyfriend about it. He would feel very bad if I did, I’m sure if it looks like it, and if it’s something related, he knows it. So there’s that.
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