Hi Anita,

I spoke to one of my friends. She is married she tried to explain things to me that it would be a very difficult thing its better to let go and forget him. I think this sort of pulled up my energy. In fact i can’t see myself being in such a relationship. The good thing is that i realised how much i invested in my studies, my family, trust and everything. I said that yes i am going keep myself out of this dilema showing myself all the wrong possibilities (married man, different religion, age gap). This helped me to be more composed and calm. I spoke to him yesterday i could also realise that he is just a good person i admire its not really that love thing. He is more like enlightened being and explained me stuffs that usually people don’t talk.(bully at work, or friends at work).  He told that he always wanted to speak to me because i seem to be nice human being and likes me to finally tell me that maybe that’s sort of love on his side then i was like trying to explain maybe its not. But the funny thing he kept on changing the topic like jokingly so i dont say anything thinking i would be angry. He even said that in one month or two if i just stop talking to him its alright or even i go back to my country and need any help he’ll be there to talk and guide me. One thing i liked is his honesty and maybe i don’t want to let go the friendship i have with him. I am feeling very much better and relaxed and happy to have known him.

Sarah.