Well thank you for saying that. I regret choosing this career field because At the end of the day I’m  anxious and worried about my clients, and if I did enough for them. I also regret not going for a more lucrative career. I have a passion for the job but my skills lie in hard sciences, computer programming, and mathematics. I could’ve picked any of those fields and not been worried about the financial issues I have right now. I did my taxes last night and fell to the floor crying seeing the number is 2x the amount I have on hand. Believe me I’m not living a life of luxury either. Last year was a mess financially because of the pandemic. So I have decided to go from seeing 15 people per week to 25. Hopefully that will increase my income enough to where I don’t have to worry so much about money. Although if I’m going to pull that off my self care has to be top notch. It’s a lot different than seeing 25people at my office where I have coworkers to process things with, and have a sense of community. I’m an island right now, and I feel like the tide keeps rising higher. I say it every time, I need hope. I need hope that I can have a healthy relationship, that I can help people, that I will survive this period of isolation. Wish me luck, because I need something right now.