Dear llyana:

You are very welcome, it is my pleasure to communicate with you. The nature of what you shared in the last two posts is so sensitive that I want to re-read it very attentively first thing tomorrow morning (in about 16 hours from now), when I feel the beginning of a new day.

For now, regarding you trying to bond with your son and it feeling so forced- here is what I suggest: behave with your son the way you believe is right, even if it feels forced. If you practice this kind of self-discipline, you will gain a sense of respect toward yourself, and that in itself will feel good.

Also, you are not guilty for whatever it is that you feel or not feel. You are guilty only for wrong behaviors. If your behaviors are right then.. you are Not Guilty.

*Feel free, if you want to and feel like it, to share more before I return, and I will return to you in the morning.

anita

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