Hey Anita,

Its been a while now, around a month, but i still dont know how to get over this hurt feeling, specifically because I think he didnt really do justice to me by giving me  vague replies on the confusion.

One thing I am really sure of is that I know he doesnt deserve coming back to my life, even as a friend, I wont be able to trust him ever again.

He is still waiting for me to recover and end the distance clause. Although I can sense a bit of anger in him, when he tried to make fun of my idea in a club meeting but I made sure of giving him a legit comeback , so he backed off then.

But tbh, I never thought he could be this egocentric and mean person, (which I got to know of him in the last few months)

Nonetheless , the thing that I wanted to ask is

We are supposed to work on this one project together until next week, so will be in constant touch(although we both have tried to keep it limited and he is keeping it too formal, i dont mind that as long as he isnt being mean)

But I also know he is waiting for me to get back to him and I dont think I should.

And for some reason even though we were never in an actual relationship, I have trusted him through out, so much that I cant seem tolet this thing off my head.

I cry at times in the night, thinking about, how i thought, he understood me, but maybe he never did.

I think I should let him know(on call), that he shouldnt wait, and more than that I want to let him know that he just hurt me so bad that I cant even think of being friends with him(but I dont want to explain him whyI think so, because I think I am done with that and I dont know what his reaction will be like, I seriously wouldnt want to get into an argument with him then)

Would that be a stupid idea,? And if not, would it be better if I call him right away since I feel this suffering or should I wait for this project to end peacefully first?

Also, if this is a silly idea you feel,

Then could you please tell me if there is any other way i get over this and let go already?