Dear ninibee,

now that Anita mentioned your first post on this thread, another thing caught my attention there. You said you’d been afraid to log in for a long while out of shame of what you’d posted earlier:

I have posted on these forums before, but spend large chunks of time avoiding logging back on out of shame for what I have posted. Maybe a few of you have experienced from those occasions, (I think) I am a quite disagreeable and dislikable person.

You believed that people on this forum might remember you as “quite disagreeable and dislikable person”, even though they later confirmed none of the kind. Both Anita and Brandy expressed that they had a positive experience interacting with you on previous threads. This means that you believe you leave a bad taste in people’s mouths, and that you say shameful things, when in fact it’s not true. It is your perception.

Has somebody actually told you you leave a bad taste in their mouth?