Dear TeaK

Thank you for replying and im grateful for ur advice.

Yeah you’re right, im having a hard time accepting myself… like why do i have to feel jealousy everytime i see boys younger than me would grow up to be taller than me… i feel like it isnt my fault at all that im short like this.
Like you can say for example, if older people dont work hard they can be surpassed easily by the younger ones.. and it could be their fault because they didnt work harder

But in this height case, it’s not my fault at all.. and i can never reach those younger boys’ height, no effort can change that. I know that i can still be happy regardless my height, but i can never get that “good looking body in outfits”… i really cant… and its not my fault… so frustrating.

I can never feel happy buying clothes in the mall… i bet no one understands how i feel.

And what u said is true, those actors you mentioned doesnt let their heights from thriving… but my circumstances and surroundings are different than them…

I even dont feel like touching my social media.. as sometimes i accidentally saw those young boys pic… and puberty hit them well…

I know this sounds weird but i’d be okay if god let me disappear right now…