Hey, long time! Just wanted to say we went no contact for 5 months(my request, wanted to work on myself and said no distractions to her but really just wanted to move on without saying that to her), only came back because I heard she was single, apparently just after we went no contact they broke up (lost his job, they were around each other all the time) but they are best friends and hang out all the time. We hung out last week and hanging out again next week, she wants to see friends more often now she says. Talked on phone 5 times in nearly a month including a few days ago where she was sooooo happy and emotional that we are talking due the things that happened to her that 1 amazing summer we had together and the anniversary of it. Her mother and step mom called and they had a 3 way call going, 1 of her daughters called and she said “and you called today ended up so perfect”, she literally called me a few seconds after I sent a text if I could call her like she had the phone in her hand waiting, ended call before it could have so she could call her other daughter before she passed out, took a while for her to hang up. Guess she really really really wanted to keep talking but it got quiet and awkward and I just wanted to hang up at that point. Trying to call her more often to make sure she’s doing ok before I stop again.

As for me? really depressed, life sucks. Added some pounds on, eating like crap and feeling like crap. Did ask a girl for her number (she asked about me and loved talking to me and laughed a lot) but she wasted my time and text back saying it’s not a good idea so I don’t talk to her anymore when I see her unless it’s “hey”. I don’t act like I am miserable, no point I save it for when I am alone.