I have so many regrets, so many remorses. Hurt so many people, neglected, and taken things for granted. I have poison in my mind, in my veins, in my breath. It’s unbearable. Every breath is painful, every heartbeat hurts. All my regrets are all-consuming and destroying my life. Deep inside, I know there are no solutions for feelings of pain, loss, disappointment, and sorrow. They are part of life, and I have to “live” with them. I wish I was nicer and more caring towards people. I wish I never mistreated my loved ones, I wish I could take away all their pain and hurting. I wish I was a better person, a person who could put a smile on their faces. I wish life would give me a second chance.