Hi blue,

I already replied to you in some other thread. But I forgot to mention an important thing! 😀

Never block your feelings! You’re absolutely free to feel less confident as losing virginity is a huge step. You have the full right to think about it like that. I found this thing somewhere on the web:
https://custom-writing.org/blog/emotional-intelligence-for-students-why-is-it-important

If you scroll it down, you’ll see a part with tips. Most of them are general. But here is the second tip I’d have placed on the top of the picture in big letters: THERE ARE NO WRONG EMOTIONS. What you should do now is to transform this feeling into the opposite one.

I’d be happy to hear more from you.