TeaK,

One step forward, two steps back! I just came back from the hospital, as I’ve got rashes all over my body. I experienced a high fever and my body was on fire. I was rushed to the hospital as my body was covered with vesicular rashes. My body itches all over, and I’m struggling to keep my mind in check. I’m back to square one, all negative thoughts are back, the morning depressions are extreme, I feel lost and “dead” inside. I’m trying the breathing exercises, but they don’t have a soothing effect at the moment.