Hello Kibou,

In reading your post, if you don’t mind, I’d like to know how old you are?  In your first post you stated a number of situations that you repeat several times and this is why I’m wondering your age.  In a nut shell, you seem wise enough to recognize you situation, however with the repetitiveness, I’m wondering why you feel the way you do.  People will always come and go in life as I’d assume you’ve “gone” from others in your life.  Try to see life as a tree.  It has many leaves and as time moves on, some of the leaves fall from the tree, however, it is still a thriving tree.