You mentioned GAD and OCD, were you diagnosed with one or both

sadly we don’t have CBT where i live, just social workers and talk therapy, i was in both these things and we didn’t go far, just waste of time and effort, the “therapist” diagnosed me with severe depression, and thats it, on every session she always wanted to make me fit into society, that was actually the goal of this kinda of therapy, i realized i was wasting my time but felt too guilty to quit, in the 5th session she saw my resisting to change and told me to come after 6 month of medication (she imagines that medication will somehow get me normal and want normal things), i actually hate her, for a number of reasons, one that she believe in god and society, i honestly can’t take her bullsh*t, i imagined it differently, the talk therapy, everytime i fantasies about it, i would imagine someone who understand me and know my pain, kinda love me, but all i saw was bad advices and not even a basic understanding, i knew it was bullsh*t, but i had to try and be 100% sure

and what medications are you taking

Zoloft 150mg+Mirtazapine 50mg, its been around 3 mouths

 if I may ask

you can ask anything you want, since i don’t value privacy much

As for the OCPD and GAD, i have quite a lot of evidence i have them, i might be wrong, but those explain a lot, but if i didn’t have them, then why im like this? depression can’t be the only reason, again im open to be wrong, i actually don’t like labels, and don’t care what the name of my illness is