no response to your expressed emotions for her and to your expressed impulse to marry her (?)

I cared for her, and she only felt botherd, i told her that  i want to do something for her, anything, i don’t think she wanted anything

is a good thing when indeed, there is no hope. Hope in a hopeless situation fuels misery.

Finally, the truth, it feels so good to hear those words

 I agree. I suppose we should have money not so to purchase love, but so to purchase food and electricity to keep the air conditioning going!

Sadly i have all that, but it doesn’t buy love, money does, well not love, but marriage, lots of money, sometimes i wish i had all the money in the world, just so i can have no excuse not to be loved, but there is always something

 I think that you wrote earlier that she told you that she doesn’t want to love,

No thats a different girl, the one i was talking about (sara) is very respectful, thats why i loved her, still do, she is not a norime either, this one i talked to her before i wanted to marry sara, after she told me that its not worth it, i had the desire to work, to marry sara, but i guess it didn’t last long, and wasn’t for a good reason

That she criticized you for being girly, that’s nothing but rude.

Its also true, by the standard of being a man in iraq and being a girl, this is why i said she was a norime, because she believed that this behavior (being vulnerable) is girly, i never assume someone is a norime without evidence, sara in the other hand, never said anything like that, even though i showed her vulnerability early on, and maybe it was too much, i only love a person who is worthy of my love, and i thought she is worthy, but i tried and got no result, there is no point to care about her, it will only hurt me because i will try, she already got what she want, and not looking for help

she told me something ‘that’s the difference between us, I work to satisfy my goal… You will never understand how to be emotionless

That one said by the norime girl, the one that assumed my whole life based on the cover, typical norime move, she also is younger then me (18), sara is (28)

what does she suffer from, and is she having a difficulty staying alive (?)

Sara suffers from a lot of mental health issues, OCD, Anxiety, General anxiety disorder, OCPD (perfectionism) at least in her opinion, when i talk to her, i see her bad qualities as something good, they made me laugh, not in a bad way, but i think of them as cute, i told her that i see her as perfect, the whole her, she told me that she is far from perfect, i feel like there is nothing much to say about her, since its very much looks like a dead case, i should say that i never form an opinion about something from bad experiences, i had plenty of bad experiences with women, i still love them

when i think about sara, i just see beauty, i can’t turn away that easy, though i never think of the consequences of my actions, always late, when the damge is already done, she already told me that she only see me as her friend, and that’s it, the thing is, i don’t want a romantic relationship with her, although i wish, but i know that it won’t happen, i just want to make her life easier, somehow

I imagine you putting together a Normie Questionnaire (NQ), selecting candidates for communication with you based on their answers to the NQ.

Lol, sounds fun honestly

Maybe I will be willing to answer your NQ myself, lol

You already passed, with an A+ 😀

Your last replay made me laugh actually