Dear anita

of your time, you meant- thank you.

Not just my time, but the help you wanted.

I don’t want to ever stop talking to you. On the other hand, I know that I did- twice

You did, with a good reason, and i understood why.

“Murtaza says so. He’s the One other person on my side= No one other than him expressed anger at her. He is indeed the Non-Normie”

I didn’t thought that this small thing i gave mean so much to you.

so that I am not alone angry at her for the ways she mistreated me. I needed someone by my side, and you are The One.

I thought about that, and i said to myself “that’s it?” It seems so small to ask for, i just felt that one of the reasons might be is because you are alone(?).

and I trust you to mean it

I do, i was very angry when you first told me, it always botherd me when i see injustice happening, when i hear about it, makes me both frustrated and bit angry, although i haven’t felt that in a while, because there was no one, i told you that my feelings are valuable to me, and i channel them to the people i think worth it.

and she is proud of you, isn’t she

Yes she is.

I am very low tech, but is it possible to spell out the link with spaces instead of copying and inserting it here?

I realized that some free streaming sites might be illegal in your country and you might get in trouble, its not worth it, and the other option is bit complicated.

I think about you living here, how you would like a much cooler area

When i think about living in a different place, i just imagine how my persona would crash with other people, in a good way, it would be interesting to talk to norimes, sometimes.

although global warming is here loud and clear

If i can go to any country, i would choose the coldest one, i know i will miss the sun, but its better, i imagine that its so cold, that i grab my blanket, or better grab a person, though the latter is bit expensive, and just sleep restfully, i would imagine going out, at first its so cold, but then your body adjust, i would imagine going outside drinking coffee, smoking.

you said something about the word “deserving” i think that one thing people miss when they say this word is that they assume the world is fair, thus thier work, thier effort must be rewarded, they deserve it, because they worked for it, this is good on paper, but in real life it can disppoint so many people, they work without reward, where is the deserving part?