Dear anita, i just wrote a two section of replays and my browser shut off completely, i will mention what i wrote later (hopefully) but right now i will answer your post.

clearly I did not perceive you correctly on both occasions

I think you being nice here, it was my fault, especially the first time, i gave you every reason to stop.

I didn’t understand that kind-of question

I was thinking that no one gave you what you want, not because its hard to have (since its small thing) but because (one of the reasons) you are alone, by alone i mean mentally.

my own definition of normie, one I feel strongly about, personally: a normie is a person who defends and excuses an abusive parent at the expense of the abused child/ adult-child.

This seems like a good definition, although i wanna ask you, why this “norime” do such thing? Im asking your opinion.

Imagine a person coming to you, offering to be with you willingly, generously

I can imagine this, but i can’t believe it, being alone for so long i developed this believe, sad.

the problem about winter is wetness and ICE, people slip and fall walking

There isn’t anything good in this world is it? Lol

ever since I saw the movie Unforgiven:

Unforgiven is one of my favorite western movies, i really like clint Eastwood, not just as an actor, but a director, he is old school but very cool.

I remember the scene you mentioned, one of my favorite scenes is when they told him that his partner is dead, he immediately grabs the alcohol, even though the whole movie he said no to it.

I will replay to the rest of your post tomorrow.