Dear TeaK,

Thank you once again for ur reply.

“My interpretation of this is that you’re hoping to gain experience and perhaps some independence from your parents, doing part-time jobs, where you’re not given baby tasks like now, but are treated like an adult. Is that correct? If that’s your goal, I think it’s a good one, and would help you a lot.“

= Yes you’re right, i wanna experience what it feels like to live independent abroad… i believe i also can improved my individual skills e.g. cooking skills (as i live alone)…

Although i can learn cooking skills right now, but i feel unmotivated if i learn it at home 🙂

As for doing part-time jobs, even though that experience won’t be relevant for my parents business… at least i gain an experience of a lifetime.

I bet that the time i finished my masters later on.. i won’t feel less anymore even though if i’m still given “easy task” when i go back… because i feel like i’ve achieved something (finishing my masters, experienced part time jobs)….

I also can show to everyone that i can live independently abroad… i can feel confident in starting my own family in the future…

Tbh i don’t really enjoy studying, but taking masters offers me a possibility to live independently (at least for a few years)…

But i really can’t say much about this due to the covid situation…. I can’t predict when can i go abroad…

If in the future i end up not taking masters abroad, and continue living my life like this….

What should i do to feel confident of myself to start my own family in the future, so that i won’t feel less? Is it to ask my parents to give me more difficult tasks?
I know you’ve suggest me to create an accomplishment feeling for myself (such as drawing cartoons), but i don’t think it’s as impactful as if i went abroad to live independently…