Dear TeaK,

Thank you once again for ur reply.

Yesterday before i went to sleep, i did a brainstorming session with myself for a few hours only because of this…. I keep convincing my mind that it’s okay, i should just focus on doing things that make me happy and i need to stop pressuring myself…

Every time i go through a new phase of life, i tend to feel worried of taking the wrong decisions.. e.g. from high school to uni, uni to work life…. I bet that when i enter the phase of marriage, this kind of feeling will show up again…
I keep worrying about taking the wrong decisions and didn’t realize i’ve been doing no action, but only wasting my time by thinking a lot….

No wonder i’m an introvert, i think it’s partly because i’m afraid of making mistakes and messed up… especially when i meet new people, i think it’s better to talk less rather than making mistakes.

As for this part:

“Goofy pictures are fun, you don’t need to feel embarrassed at all! Actually it tells others you are cool and relaxed because you don’t mind posting a funny picture of yourself. So rest assured, it’s totally harmless and seen either as positive or neutral. You have nothing to worry about.“

= Even if i look like a “freak” in that pic it’s still harmless?

I keep thinking that most people are afraid it they look a “little fat” in pics, how can i not be afraid if i look like a “freak” (it’s a pic of me doing silly pose, and i stick my tongue out with a weird expression… and they zoomed the pic of my face, there’s nothing attractive in that pic)

Tbh recently i distance myself with those 2 friend of mine who posted that “freak” pic of me (although they don’t have bad intention in posting that pic that time).