Hello Anita,

I have contacted you before about my problem and your help calmed me somehow, and the thought of not being the only one going through this made me feel way better. Thank you once again! Although I do feel still very bad and strange. What hurts me the most is that when I’m with my boyfriend I think of that a lot and I think that I like women and that I don’t like him and I’m not attracted to him anymore and even when I do something with my boyfriend I think that a woman can do that and what would it feel like if a woman did it and that doing something with him is okay I’m not dying over it and that i don’t care if I lose him, but when I listen to songs that I have to do with him I cry. I don’t want to think of any of this. Before this problem started I didn’t think of any of this. I thought it was like what would it feel like if a woman did it but that’s it nothing else it didn’t phased me like it does now and it feels very bad I just want it gone. Do you have any idea why do I keep thinking of this and why it is still bothering me like that?

Have a great day!