Dear Umaz:

“I feel such a void without a loving family, something I never had but always crave“- so, way before your parents kicked you out in your early 20s, you did not have a loving family. The void was inside you from an early age, a void and a craving for love.

I know the void and craving for love, when it starts so early .. it becomes a thirst that can never be satisfied.  When people in your adult life say they love you, act in loving ways, sooner than later, the Void inside screams: It is Not Enough! and You Don’t Love Me!!!

And the Void, keeps looking for.. and finding evidence that indeed we are not loved, never have been loved, never will be loved. We keep craving what we can’t get. This has been my experience. Is this how you feel?

anita