My siblings were too young to understand the full story and the weight of my actions, so my actions still involved them, but they didn’t suffer particularly because of it due to not remembering/not really understanding what really happened. So to me, there are actions that I regret, but they don’t remember. I’m sure that if they did understand, then it would have been more gravel on my part, but I just could’ve worded it better instead of saying that I hurt them.