* Dear monish:

You asked: “Why do I mostly feel alone when I have friends and family to talk to“? And you answered your own question: “My past experience with my family was way too bad, but now isn’t that bad but because of past and some of the present experiences, I am not able to trust them” – paraphrasing your answer: you feel alone when your family is around because you had very bad experiences with them, hurtful experiences that were not resolved,  because sometimes you still have somewhat bad experiences with them, and as a result you cannot trust them.

“From the times of high school, I had many friends but very time feels alone… even now I have many friends but always feels like I am there second… (they) don’t even want to read my texts and… don’t even reply when they are online…. (I) don’t even know what my real problem is and what should I really ask here” –

– Here is what I suggest: go to the Forums at the top of the page, scroll down to All Forums, choose a Category (Relationships or Tough Times, seems to me) and start your own thread. You can copy what you shared above and paste it there, and maybe elaborate on your experiences with your friends. If you start your own thread, I will be glad to reply to you there.

anita