Hi samy:

I don’t talk to my ex’s so i think they moved on. But yeah I wasn’t ready for relationships. I wanted to be in love but I never really was. I guess I’m upset because I don’t talk to my ex’s anymore and I don’t know if they even think of me and now this crazy girl wants to contact all of them and tell them what a POS I am. But why! what is that going to do? Those relationships are over.

Yeah my therapist knows about all this and is gonna help me because I don’t wanna go on living my life like this. But I keep waiting for this woman to destroy me.