Hi samy:

Thanks for giving me some perspective. Yeah we may be obsessed with each other and that isn’t healthy. I mean that I don’t want to live my life being unfaithful and not REAL with the women I see. That’s why I’m trying to change. It just that this crazy woman still haunts me. So I have to set myself free even if it is painful right now.

Her reaching out to my exes bothers me because I don’t want them thinking the relationships we had were worse than they were. Like we ended things and then they find out years later that I was chatting and sexting and sometimes having phone sex with this woman. Guess it would make me feel shamed.