Hi helcat:

I told her a few months ago that I started seeing a therapist and was trying to change. That I didnt wanna try to carry on the relationship cause I needed to change. The sexual stuff was an addiction like you and Honey Blossom said and I needed to stop. I kept thinking that we talked about this voyerism and sexual stuff together but I know that I did encourage her to reconnect with her ex boyfriend. After the reconnected it seemed like she was having so much fun with him but I guess maybe she was just doing it for me cause she thought that we would all be together. I did too until I changed my mind. It did get out of control and I wasn’t man enough to stop it or tell her the truth. I just kept on feeding my addiction. 🙁