Dear anita,

When I went to college my anxiety spiked a lot. Although when I came back home permanently it subsided. For the past two months, I have been experiencing a lot of anxiety. I’ve been crying all the time. I feel very uneasy every day. My mind is fixated on not feeling those ” in love” feelings. Giving me thoughts like ” you should feel something for him all the time or ” this isn’t normal not feeling anything” Although I know I love my boyfriend just not experiencing those in love feelings at this time and my mind isn’t working very well with it. I am calm in this moment but the question you asked is kind of iffy for me. I’ve lived with my parents my whole life. My dad is normally at work during the day and my mom is normally the one home more. It has always been like that. My childhood was pretty good. At a time my aunt lived with us and she was into drugs and would disappear for hours. My parents would argue with her. I was in 3rd grade when that happened. During middle school a lot of people disliked me over a lie somebody told about me and people were threatening me alot. I also had a bad relationship in middle school. His mother was physco. I’m not sure if any of that would play a factor.