Anita and Helcat, thank you for the messages. Right now I am waiting for school to start to move in to my new house. If shit hits the fan I could do it sooner. My dad is a narcissist. He doesn’t see how he has caused me harm. He plays the victim. He acts like things are my fault when I tell him to stop doing things. For instance, he has called me honey for my entire life to manipulate me. And two days ago I finally had the courage to stand up to him rationally and tell him that I am not his honey. He told my mom this while we were in an argument tonight, and acted like I’m sensitive. It’s absolute bullshit. I want to get on my own, and find someone else who could take the place of my dad. I think that my dad could change, and I know what exactly to do to change him. But it would be a difficult thing to do. I am a far way away from forgiving him for what he has done to me. I will take my time to process things. I have hope that I will come out of this a much better person, who can help others that have been in situations similar to mine.