Hi helcat and honey blossom:

I did what my therapist and you Helcat recommended and blocked her.

She doesn’t want me to change for the better. Only wants me to hurt for what I did to her. She said that she’s going to travel to where I live and spend the summer making sure I’m not dating anyone. She said too that I’m not going to date anyone for years because she will let them know what I did to her and who I am. It feels like no matter what I do will never be enough cause she just wants to hurt me.

I’m going to keep going to therapy because I want to be a better person. I will have to tell any future partners about her too. I dont wanna tell my job but I will if I have to.

David