I’m as sad, as I am mad, as I am confused. I think I got over the giant hump of being so heartbroken two weeks ago when this whole thing started. He one day would go “i miss you, I miss us.” and then the next day say “I feel nothing towards you right now.” and then say “I want a hug.” He would say things like “my pretty girl” or “I won the jackpot” meanwhile he claimed he felt nothing towards me.  When we finally talked on the phone this past Monday he said “I don’t think I was every satisfied in our relationship in terms of reassurance, I didn’t like how you were pessimistic, and midway through the relationship I got tired of what we would always do the same thing.” I honestly don’t believe this really at all because all the time dozens of times a day I would say I love him, compliment him, etc. Also I have always been pessimistic since the day we started talking so if he didn’t like it at all then why did he wait to tell me sooner nor talk to me at all about it. All the time when we were together, I would ask him “what do you want to do?” He would answer with pretty much the same answer every-time so that’s what we did. Then when the phone call came to the end he said basically “I have no feelings for you but I don’t want you to date anyone else.” Basically all these things kept replaying in my head and it really wasn’t doing my mental health any good