Dear Anita

Growing up until now I have never stayed with my mother ,me and her separated when I was 6 years old because she got married to my step father so I never had a close relationship with her but she has been financially support in my life so I always stayed with my granny and the sisters of my mother so as they always showed me loved but their others things I am afried to to talk about them to them which I needed the support of male to guide me which I did not have but iam okay with that so usually that  is true I and my mother have been having a relationship of something like friendship and I have never trusted a girl in my life except my mother and his sisters so l would struggle a most when it comes to creating a friendship with women so even those thougts are affecting my life negative been in this really help me iam learning to accept every emotion even if it is bad or good I believe that one day I just sit and look at how I fought against those thoughts as I believe they happen to any one and they are improving our minds to be stronger in future problems like those