Dear Anita

Growing up I always wanted to understand women because it has been always difficult creating a relationship with them I always wanted someone like a father to help me understand to teach me how to love a women , how to take care of them , what qualities a men should have ?

And yes most of the time l would feel like my mother choosed my step father over me l feel worthless of love like I didn’t experience the love of both my parents and another thing which I thought affected me that my father has denied access to when I was young only started talking to him now