I’m trying to create a life worth living . In the beginning I didn’t have a plan for my future because I didn’t know I needed one . Being me is hard I didn’t and still don’t have a role model . The last thing I remember of my mother is her passing away in her sleep , so I figured if I earned my diploma than that’s the last thing I remember about me . I want a enjoyable life , like I’m excited to be on earth . I feel like I be suffering and struggling All the time .  I guess I make bad decisions, and get bad results .