I know I act like very stubborn child sometimes… I have left talking to my parents many a times but nothing works i again go back to them….I again try to understand them… But this weight on my chest it just suffocates me. Nothing in this village is good for our family.. nothing.. there are no facilities… All the extended family are always trying to use my father for money because of that there is always chaos between both of my parents….. I know no easy Espace to this other than sleep …have been sleeping for days now.