anita,

i see my partner almost everyday and haven’t felt better. every day it gets a little better or at least that’s what i hope. but i always feel this deep gnawing pain in my stomach. even when i’m happy, i’m always reminded.

i would just like to let go of this guilt, shame, and regret. it feels like my brain is trying so hard to get past this but my body just won’t listen. i feel anxious all the time.

i hope your words of forgiveness will sink in for me soon. the Bible verses have also helped me.. i’ve asked God for forgiveness so many times too.

i hope time makes me feel better but i’m not sure.