@Anita. Thank you so much for the book recommendations. I also enjoy watching a person on YouTube named Alan Roberge. He is a psychotherapist and talks a lot about childhood attachment wounds and how they show up in our adult life. If you have a moment check him out, he has many good videos.

@Tee. I just now read your last two posts and I can say that you pretty much nailed it. What you wrote in your first post is something that I can fully agree with. What I’m going through now is not really wanting another relationship. What I need is a better relationship with myself and until that has developed a little bit then perhaps down the road I would consider another romantic relationship. To be honest though. I’m still holding onto hope that maybe in a few years my wife and I could possibly get back together. With how things went down I do keep that hope alive. Although we aren’t communicating anymore I think it’s a good time to work on myself, improve myself and who knows what the future holds?  I do appreciate your comments.