Thank you both for helping me, I think it really took a toll. It’s happiness and relief mixed with no hope for the future. But I will still try, I know that. I think I need to read more how to change myself.

I see people who had happy, respectful families and you can see it in their eyes, in their behavior.  I will never have that. I’m ashamed of going to therapy. but recently I am thinking about it.

I would like to thank both of you with a song, not sure if you enjoy it but I’m hoping you would.

The song is Beth Orton – Arms Around a Memory.

Take care 🙂