Dear anita,

As we’ve communicated extensively for about 3 years, i bet you know how much i wanted a relationship with someone who’ll cherish me….

And with this girl, i feel that she’s the closest from becoming my first girlfriend (i hope so)….  When i think about relationships, i never plan to have the next one… i want it for long term which is marriage….

Because i felt so uneasy and insecure that she might get snatched, i sent her a birthday gift which is a music box… wrapped with a box in which i put some notes on it… i hope she’ll feel more interested in me….

She’s willing to go out on a second date, which is a good sign for me….(just like me, she’s also never been in a relationship)… But why do i always felt that im the only one doing the effort… like she never texts me first… it’s always me…. Idk if this is just her personality or it’s just her being friendly…. I’m doing my best for her….

I just hope that i’m on the right track of finding the right one….

And i’d be thankful if you’d give your opinion based on ur personal view, and not from facts on the internet….

I believe what i said above isnt about my obsession….